VOTP ch.3

"My legs feel like jello," Rosalie said as she draped her arm around me. I quickly removed her sweaty arm

"Rose, I'm sorry but you smell," I told her as nicely as I could. She glared at me before a smile slowly spread across her face.

"You don't smell so nice yourself, my dear" she replied.

I looked around for Bella, not having seen her in a little while. She and her new velcro buddy Edward had run off to get some stuff signed at an indie bands tent and promised to meet up with us at the car. I looked across the parking lot and finally spotted them walking towards us. I couldn't help but notice his arm snake around her lower back and the relentless blush creep across her cheeks.

Rosalie didn't hesitate to comment on it either. "Well would you look at that? Bella, you're cheeks are more pink than they were the day your dad gave you the sex talk! What's going on?" Rosalie giggled to herself but quickly shut up after Bella glared at her.

"Are you guys ready? I'm fucking starving and I could deep throat a horse right now." I didn't really care about lingering and chatting. We could do that over a burger or tacos or ANYTHING. I was two point five seconds away from snacking on my own finger. I hadn't wanted to spend an ass load of money on expensive food inside the venue and now I was really regretting not getting even a little something.

"That's funny," Emmet stated.

"What's funny?" I snapped. I didn't mean to be so cruel but when it came to my stomach, I didn't mess around

"Well, that's what we usually call James'-" He was instantly cut off by James punching him in the arm.

"Shut it, will ya?" James told him. He looked at me apologetically. All I cared about was getting some freaking food.

"Hell, I'd deep throat a 2 foot penis for food right now. Can we please leave?" I begged. That little comment sent everyone into a fit of laughter and I swear I saw a glimpse of a hopeful look on James face. The more I got to know him, the more drawn back from him I became. He was really sweet at first but through out the day he got to be more creepy than anything. Yes, he looked fine as hell but I just couldn't shake the awkward feeling I had about him.

I jumped in the drivers seat of my car. Rosalie and Bella followed suit, exactly as I had hoped. I needed to have a quick talk to them.

As they shut the doors and I started the car, I let it all spill.

"I have a weird feeling about this, guys. I'm not sure I want to go to this party with them. It just seems...I don't know...sketchy." I didn't want to rain on their parade but I couldn't contain myself.

"What makes you think that?" Rosalie snapped, giving me a mean glare.

"Because, I just do. I don't know what it is, but James just gives me a weird feeling," I explained.

"You didn't have that weird feeling earlier when he was walking around with his hand in your pocket." She thought she had trapped me.

"Um yea, actually, I did. In case you missed it, I immediately pulled his hand out and told him I wasn't ready for any of that stuff."

"Rose," Bella spoke up, "maybe Alice is right. We barely know these guys. Who's to say they just don't want in our pants; hit it and quit it."

"Oh for fuck's sake, you all. Why can't you all just live a little? Just let go and do random stuff and just not THINK!" She started grabbing her stuff together as Emmet tapped on the driver's side window.

"You guys decide where we're going?" he said, his voice muffled.

I rolled down my window. "Yea, uh, we'll follow you." I rolled my window back up. Rosalie had opened her door and had one foot on the pavement.

"Good grief, Rosalie, get inside the car and think with your head for once and NOT your fucking vagina!" That last part came out a little louder than I had intended.

She turned to look at me. "Maybe if you thought less with your head and MORE with your vagina, you wouldn't be chasing around a 23 year old who doesn't fucking love you anymore than he loves getting it up the ass. Maybe you'd know how to have fun if you weren't so fucking set on trying to make all the right decisions and do the right thing all the fucking time. I don't know about you all, but I'm going to a party with these really cool guys I met. I'm going to get drunk and hopefully get some ass because I fucking deserve that. I'd really enjoy it if my two best friends would join with me in having fun but it seems like they're too stuck up somebody's ass to let loose. I'm going with them and I'll either see you when we get food or I'll call you tomorrow so we can go home."

With that, she got out of my car, walked around and got into the car with the boys.